feeling lonely...alone

Honestly, I'm not used to being lonely. Most of the time, there are a lot of people around me but today, I was left alone. Don't think it's a bad thing as in 'my friends leave me because I'm a jerk' thing. I had to attend a course tomorrow, just a day. Pretty obvious I'm a person who can't live alone; without friends. Loneliness like this always bring back ancient memories of mine. Songs I'd heard in my younger days; beautiful poems & inspirational quotes I used to stick at the back of my class (everyone loves it); the years long time ago when I was the art freak; & of course my times with family. That is why I called my mum just now, just to ask the news; how's dad & everyone at home (my cat too - probably overweight now). I think sometimes it's good to be lonely & to feel lonely. It makes me think about the past, the present & the future (I'm not sure if people agree with this but this is what I'd experienced). One of the good thing about being or feeling lonely; it brings family values as the example above; feeling lonely today had made me call my mum. It's been a month I didn't hear anything from my family. It had brought me to tears too... How emotional. Now, I'm doing this blog, expressing what I feel had made me feel a little better. Thank You Allah for making my day a great adventure. Forgive me for all mistakes I've done. Only You The Merciful One